Keep Us All, Busy.
Utada Hikaru - Simple & Clean

Ever feel like giving up on people that used to be there for you?

Family doesn't notice you, hell, they avert their eyes on purpose.  Something's always wrong isn't it?

Life's full of to many wants & needs. Mainly wants, but they're all superficial & unimportant.

Of course, at the time, it's desperatly important, but in the end, where will it get you in life?

Within Tempatation - Overcome

That feeling of being needed, gone. Seems no one much needs you anymore, the might, sometimes, but they aren't always there for you.

Why do so many problems present themselves? Why can't things just be at peace?!

I wish people weren't so rash & stupid, throwing words around they don't even understand why.

The only thing that keeps your mind off things are her voice, her beautiful voice, always singing beautiful melodies, they put you in a trance, make you feel so much better.

I wish I could meet her, a new albums coming out, The Howling, I wish she could live forever, just sing for me. Her & Roy Kahn of course.

Within Temptation - Restless

Feels like life's gotten bland, I need more spice, more things to do. There's opportunities, but not until I graduate. I really want to just get it over with, so I can start my life. Why do all things have a waiting period? Apartments, good gyms, daycare, life.

It's stupid. If I believe I can do it, why not let me? I just want to be left alone in my own choices. Of course I want some help now & then, but, in gist, I wish things were different.

My own utopia of people, all my friends, everyone I adore, in one place. Such foolish dreams & fantasies, I wish it could happen that way.

Some things just hold you down, seems like things are holding me down lately. My car, my mom, well, she's held me down from the beginning, I could still live there.

But, then I wouldn't of met Kyle, been happy. That "new relationship" feeling.  I don't mean to complain so much, I just wish things could be different. Life could be different.

I wish choices & life was much more simple, but I've started to realize how complex it is.